Letter to my Love

My Queen, When I first met you I wanted to hold your hand. Standing there in the Bar with your back to the column, I wanted to reach out and pull you close and forget where I was and what my life had brought me to that point. But, unfortunately you were untouchable. You seemed […]

Envy

This past week was an exceptionally busy one for my wife. Thursday her Boyfriend stayed over night and I slept in the other room to give them some much-needed alone time. Friday night she had a date with her new Girlfriend and I went out to our local pub for some draught and games of […]

Change

Ah what a difference a change makes. I have taken the advice of several folks, including my doctor and made a significant change in my Life. Three weeks ago I had a seizure while sitting in bed having my coffee. This followed a night out on the town seeing KB’s favourite band. I immediately saddled […]

Impetus for Recovery

Okay so yesterday was a low day and it only got lower. My post sent me into an unexpected Wallowing, which The Ethical Slut could help nothing with. I rambled and completely forgot myself. Forgot the parameters of my Depression and the effect it has on those around me. KB and I met after work […]

I Own it.

I am starting to feel as if I am intruding on KB’s thoughts. Bearing in mind that I have been reading The Ethical Slut and have fully embraced the notion that Jealousy and Fear are my own emotions and I cannot blame them on any one else. I actually welcome those feelings as they represent […]

The Demise According to KB

The day that George and KM broke up, we were on vacation together. KM and I retired to the tent. As we lay there KM said that she wanted to focus her attention on her budding relationship and on our relationship. She said she wanted to be with me. As George imagined our love making, […]

Guest Blogger to come soon

Someone asked me a bit ago what had happened between KM and KB. I felt it was not my place to give the details. However KB has offered to be a guest Blogger and shed some light on the Event. Stay tuned…

Full Disclosure, …continued

I am not sure what to write but I feel like I should. KB keeps asking if I have Blogged. She is probably eager to read how I really feel because I have not been all that great at vocalizing my feelings to her directly. I normally need to write things out in order to […]

700 Words on My Depression

My Depression is creating havoc with my personal life. Not in the sense that things are bad at home. On the contrary, things appear to be very Good and Loving and Comforting. I just feel like crying. This annoys me to no end, which only compounds the problem. I have nothing to cry about. Which […]

Is this Selfish?

Societal Digression posted an interesting commentary on Selfishness. It causes me to pause and think about my own actions and feelings. I miss KM. Am I being selfish about this?I know she is somehow still upset at my comments regarding her Passive Dismissal of us. I would imagine she is still upset at my evaluation […]